You don't need to try, it's already about you.

School. Bowling. PJ Live. Debate. Its all kinda overwhelming. Not stressful though...I'm David and I don't get stressed. Mildly pressuring I must say. Its a good thing debate's over...hopefully.*crosses fingers*. However it sucks hard that I'm sort of inadequate at almost everything. Jack of all trades as they say. I've had Bernard tell me its all sorted out and stuff, guess its just me and my inferiority complex. Or maybe I've just been myself for too long.....all slack and never putting in what I should be putting in. I seriously wanna put more into my life, understanding econs, getting that 180-190 average as opposed to my present 160 average not screwing up my riffs and all. But I just never could get off my lazy ass to do something about it. I wanna change man, seriously~ even if I get laughed at or whatever. At least I won't regret not being the person I'm supposed to be the day I die.